Saturn in Gemini no. I
January, 2025
Photography
A Trip to LA: “Sidewalk,” “Signs,” & “Skaters” by Yeshua Crawford




“Feminism and Genocide”

Artist articulated: “This is Wat Thai market. I really love LA at really select moments. I love the fingerprints and footsteps of my family (you).”

“MAUI 2021”
Artist articulated: “I was at an outlook in Maui leading up to a destination wedding. The disgust at myself & other “tourists” (& all the white people in houses on the coasts) for being there settled in as soon as I landed. I think about this image often, to this day. I quote it sometimes in my conversations and in my head.”
Photos by m嘉怡k

“Queer LA, Build This House Ball”

Rachell Ka-Ying Le: “Taking Off”
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Poetry

Poems by FN

“It’s Complicated Dad” by FN
its complicated
you say, as I asked you why you couldn’t come to my graduation
I love my girlfriend
it’s complicated
when I’m six and I’m asking you why you can’t come to my recital
they love me at the company
it’s complicated
you say as I watch you pull the desk out of mom’s apartment
I don’t love her
it’s complicated
You say, as you send me on the way to my grandparents apartment once again
They don’t love me
It’s complicated
You say as my brother leaves permanent bruises into your ribs
I love him
it’s complicated
you say, as the cops storm into our apartment
they can’t find the love
I say as I tell you that I’m moving away
I love you dad
but, it’s complicated
“Floating” by FN
I wish I was the type of person that could rely on everyone
However I am bound to float on top of the heads of
the people that care about me
Only within reach if needed be
High enough to idealise
Brought back to earth by the need to be relatable
I am unfit, unseen and misunderstood
I take myself apart trying my best to fit in the needy crowd
The hands of those who seemed friendly, chaining to the earth
Still unavailable and unaccessible
I no longer am what I used to be
As I long for the freedom of floating over others I get beaten down to the ground
Soil in my mouth, I am nothing
“The Poem I Should, Right?”
by Chad W. Lutz
folded into my couch
I wonder what it’s like
to be trapped under rubble
to come to terms with
not being found
& not hungry just yet
too weak to cry out
too stuck to pull free
& me?
I’m comfy on my couch
distracted from work with a pencil
in my hand
trying to figure out
what it’d be like
to be a kid in lockdown
at a school in the suburbs
with a look in the killer’s
eyes that says
you will not leave alive
I sip my coffee
& rub the graphite
from my hands
feeling inconvenienced
by all the trauma
& tragedy at my fingertips
when all I want to do
is run a few miles
when all I want to do
is be left to my own devices
like the people in the rubble
like the kid in lockdown
prisoners of fact
in denial of trouble
taking for granted
the way I live my life
Prose
Mother
Angela Celynn
“Yet, I am taken aback by the contrary of your conjuration—this seeping of comfort, warmth, and love…”
Camp Nightingale
Toni Kamara
“Neon bursts out the door screaming as we sprint through the night. Our deep, velvety
shades of Black entangled with the moonlight. We three float through the night.”
Hypersexuality
Kalan Cordell
“Three pupil-sized bumps took shape on his forearm. Breakfast, lunch, and dinner, he thought as his skin crawled. The idea of there being more of the bloodsuckers was a jet cloud looming over him.”
Tchotchkes
Ben Do
“Together, they spent the year on various uncomfortable chairs in various uncomfortable offices with various uncomfortable people. First responders, lawyers, financial advisors, insurance advisors, welfare advisors, doctors, counselors, and PTA moms with their famous but God-awful casseroles, to name a few…”
Gemini Behavior
Jackie Donaldson
“I crawled inside a warm, soft
envelope of cinnamon”
Can You Tell a Horror Story in Just 1 Page? Trinity Acklin
“It stared down at me as if I was its next meal. Water started to form from my head and later eyes, but yet my body remained, frozen, in the same spot.”
⭐️ Contributors
Photography
Yeshua Crawford: This submission is from a photo series titled A Trip to LA examining how cities affect those who inhabit them. More photos on instagram @Yeshphoto!
m嘉怡k: Maddie laughs a lot & gets her feelings hurt easily. She enjoys film directing, poeting, nature, and sharing life with other people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @maddiekao @snapplecrackleorange
Rachell Ka-Ying Le: Rachell was born and raised in South San Francisco. They’re currently double majoring in Race and Resistance Studies and Studio Art at SFSU.Their goal in their photography practice is to foster connection through bringing the experience of being photographed to more people.
Poetry
FN: My name is Francesca Nardi, my author name is FN. I am a poetry writer from Italy who currently lives in San Francisco and Los Angeles.
Chad W. Lutz: Chad W. Lutz is a speedy, bipolar writer born in Akron, Ohio. They graduated from Mills College in Oakland, California, with their MFA in Creative Writing in 2018. Their first book, For the Time Being (2020), is available through J.New Books. Recent work appears in Anodyne Magazine.
Prose
Trinity Acklin: Trinity Acklin is a CSUN graduate majoring in Cinema & Television Arts with an emphasis in Screenwriting. Her writing journey began at the age of 9 where she started writing and creating her own stories and plays for her family members. Eventually that love grew and she hasn’t stopped writing since.
Angela Celynn: Angela Celynn is a first-generation Filipino-American re-acquainting herself with her inner voice. She navigates life as a self-proclaimed curator of multiple types of media—expanding the context of her interactions by forming ‘taste clusters’ around whatever she enjoys. Her prose submission for the debut issue of Saturn in Gemini is centered around a “false awakening”; wherein a dream of her mother coming home early from work was nested in another dream. The phenomenon evoked a sense of loneliness, grief, and longing within the writer, who promptly documented its contents for your reading pleasure. The working title for the piece was “The Smoldering Pain of a Believable Sadness”, which informed the work. However, a name change was enacted to better reflect the subject, which was not the writer’s impression of the experience, but the intended recipient: her own mother. Instagram | @angelacelynn, Letterboxd | @palahniukd
Kalan Cordell: I love writing horror. But occasionally my emotions take the lead in the story. For my friends I like to write vulnerable stories for their literary magazines because that’s where I keep my diamonds. CONGRATS ON THE LIT MAG! Instagram:@kalandelrey
Ben Do: Ben is a writer based in Los Angeles, California where he was born and raised. He’s a recent graduate of California State University Northridge in screenwriting, where he grew an audience crafting scripted, short form content on various social media platforms, viewed by millions. Ben aims to share unrepresented, relatable stories through harsh realities.
Jackie Donaldson: Jackie Donaldson is a writer of drama, poetry, and creative nonfiction. Her work has been published in The Vehicle, Loud Coffee Press, Across the Margin, and others. Connect with Jackie on Instagram and Twitter @Jacquiverse.
Toni Kamara: Toni Kamara is a writer based in Los Angeles. With a Bachelor’s in English, she wishes to explore her writings through her love of media. She has a blog called Watch What You Write on Substack. There, she explores her criticisms on the films and shows she obsessed over.
